But while I work at work, think for a moment. I could change your life. Scoff all you want, but I really could if you'd let me. Who really does love you? Think about it, take the first few names that come to mind, and critically objectively analyze that. You assume way too much about people, and people are even less under your control than you yourself are. In your subjective reality you assume without a second of doubt that they love you, but you'll never truly know.... but I probably love you. Don't be afraid to be alone. Don't latch on to things out of familiarity, the ease of the rut, the safety of routine. You're settling, out of your fear to be alone. Get over it, you die alone. Accept your need to not be alone. You're a social animal, and you can only get so far in the hermit cave. The Unabomber's shack is not the only place to find spiritual enlightenment, you must take in the perspectives and experiences of others before you can get anywhere. Don't be afraid to open up and share with someone today. If you were to spend an extended period of time with Jack Nicholson, what would you really have to talk about? How much you enjoyed ``One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest''? How saddened you are to hear he's doing ``Anger Management'' with Adam Sandler? You're out of your element sitting with him, but at least any small talk he makes, will be in that fucking cool voice of his.
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