July 26th, 2002

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People are nucking futs

Interesting things people have searched for, and found my website over the past few days.

Dobber, "Instead he would force them to sign over their savings", cs map vertigo, "hairy pussy", "thrauma childhood" (yes, that spelling), beastiality hack, "RST Video Pictures", Citronella plant pictures (a quite common one for me), dorm lofts for sale (a FEW times), fates warning disconnect so 8 07 pieces of me, tatoo parlors in tokyo, ex-girlfriend (people find me while searching for that all the time, or pictures of my ex-girlfriend type strings), citronella plant picture, sex and photographs within the .edu domain, zMud settings file, molested BBS, older zmud (and a few variations of that), pimp my wife, "I'm not even supposed to be here today" (another common one), cybersphere kingfox, pub pictures, how to englarge your penis for free without signing up (someone should learn about double-quotes going around search phrases), pictures of employees (a Drew search), chicago torture castle, double d's morristown, shadowdragon superman, photographs of the cleavage area (and a dozen variations on that one), cs maps (I get that one constantly probably due to counterstrike), discuss Ahabs attitude, random punks pictures, Big cocks histories, middle finger, marty riker, decent couple's photos, sindumbassmotherfuckers, "martin coakley", something like a pimp, Oscar Scheckter Columbia University Law, boy love, Chris Robinson Pictures.

There was one time someone found my website looking for mutant squirrels, from nasa.gov.
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The world of the dead, is a lonely place for the living...

I love how my favorite band growing up led me from new band to love to new band to love.

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I think I'll spend the weekend contemplating everything. Doing laundry and sitting on a nearby hilltop, sleeping on my old leather trenchcoat. Lord knows I can afford to do little else. Sure, I'll see Feff, runstaverun, and aaronkliger this weekend, not to mention my roomies, but probably otherwise just hide. From everything.

I hate how people post things to their blogs that aren't quite the full story. Sure, I realize reality is subjective, and that I'm probably viewing things from my own kingfox-land eyes, but sometimes I forget that and view selfishly. And when I'm in selfish mode, I am irked by seeing people say things that aren't entirely true, important things that mean more to me than anything else on this molten ball of rock, water, and clear gasses. Things that I'd give my life for, that I'm heavily involved in, that I wish I could do all the right things about. I wish I could be the better person, do the things I need to do, and become the laughing guy with a pony tail, who knows how to say all the right things, and maybe play some guitar. Seriously. But instead I try, and fail, and try, and fail, and have to respect the other person.
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Worlds Colliding

Won't someone think of the children?

I love how, at this point in my life, I can see two very similar men on the edge of things offering support as the worlds shoot into differing orbits, gravitational fields askew. There's ogun and another man, who we'll call `Small Silver BWM Racing Car' for lack of a better term. Or SSBRC. Oggie and SSBRC are both two wise, caring, sweet, and supportive people. One's sitting on one side, the other the other side.

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One knows both, but one better than other.. so I think the purple one should be moved left and up or down a little. The other silver world gets things filtered through, and really mostly sees the one. SSBRC doesn't see the red, only the world nearest it, and tries to best support the nearest world the best way it knows how, saying things from what it hears. The other's got a perspective on both, but is biased obviously, but supports the red. But SSBRC's public support can be easily seen, which causes the red blob to produce a larger surface water content on its surface. So you've got two worlds, and two worlds that care for the respective worlds they're closest to, trying to advise them in the matter of the collision and hurtling through cold dead space where there is no sound and I'm just way too bummed to continue this analogy, someone fucking finish for me.

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Ok, seriously, I'm out of here. No more stupid posts from me tonight.
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